June 2012
going to get birth control in a little bit. i’m so nervous! :(
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i hate talking to people, i hate leaving my house. i can feel everyone judging me and calling me fat in their heads and noticing every disgusting thing about me.
and when i have to talk to someone i just fidget and twitch and i know i sound and look fucking stupid. i’m so awkward in the most unattractive way ugh god i am atrocious.
say hi to growing up →
my friend told me over lunch the other day that you get a better understand of yourself and all of the little confusing things of your past comes more in a clear sense in your early 20’s
its been quite true, in my late teens i was quite confused about couple things like still im abit confused but slowly i am getting a broader view of what actually happened of things that i have, and what things...
I just lost my virginity and my mom already knows. WTF!!! :(
